-Eat healthier. you are what you eat. you eat crap and you feel like crap. Not to mention it is vital in order to maintain my 'diabetes life'. its very hard for me when" everyone else is doing it"-aka eating whatever strikes their fancy. its so hard not to be resentful. I know just because "everyone else is doing it" is a lame excuse. someone once told me i need to accept who I am..still working on it. I think that in order to honor God with my body I need to watch what I put into it.
-I'd like to be a better mommy. I do want whats best for my baby. I do! In having a conversation with a friend, I discovered I think I am still dealing with some post pardom depression. I feel so lonesome throughout the day. I don't have as many friendships here as I did at cccb. Most of the ones I have gained already have close friends so I feel a l
-Be a better wife. I feel like I'm constantly nagging. I've come to realize (finally) I will never be 100% satisfied with him. I felt as if I should for a long time.
- Better Christ follower. I could be doing as something as simple as praying for my building. Prayer is so powerful. I don't know why I don't use it!! so cliche but so true.
my reason for thinking of a new beginning:
Hey Ash!
ReplyDeleteSounds like you are a good mother if you are wanting to make changes in your life to make you better! I just wanted to throw some ideas your way because I made this shift two years ago.
-try new things. Just try a few new ideas each week. dont throw everything away and start over. Make an effort thats easily accounted for. Like I will eat 3 different colored fresh foods each day. Or something like that :)
-I have no advice on mommyship. but the best advice I was given so far in this pregnancy, is to love love love my son. You can never love a child too much. Dont feel bad about holding her so much or loving on her... just love her.
-same here on the wife thing.
Hope your changes happen as you hope them too :)